This post originally appeared on the Bargain Hunter blog, which I wrote at the LA Daily News.
A lot has changed in a decade, but when it comes to finding bargains on September 11, I still feel the same way. I cannot do my job. Ten years has passed; should I move on? I see many have, and I also see the compulsion people feel to mark a neat round number. I prefer to take Sept. 11 as a holiday to remember and cry. A few years ago I told you why and here’s that story again.
Forgive me for not posting any bargains today, the eighth anniversary of the September 11 attacks. Trying to save $3 on a sandwich or find a shoe sale seems silly and out of place today. Instead, I’m going to try to give blood, something I wasn’t able to do that day in New York.
So many people tried to donate on September 11 — we expected waves of injured people to flood the hospitals — that the blood bank was full. They turned us away.
Walking to and from the hospital everyone we passed was talking about the twin towers, you could see it on their faces and hear snips of the awful truth in their conversations.
I was stunned, like so many other people. Was it really possible those two massive buildings that stood almost twice as tall as any other building on Manhattan could collapse? But they did. I saw it from my kitchen window.
We lived on the third floor of a brick building adjacent to the Brooklyn-Queens Expressway. One of the things we loved about the apartment was its three large windows that looked onto lower Manhattan.
We had a picture perfect view. On days when the air was crisp and the sun bright under a brilliant sky — almost impossible to imagine in hazy LA — I ate my breakfast cereal in front of the window, just staring at the buildings. My own New York postcard.
September 11, 2001 was one of those gorgeous fall days. I had just started grad school at Rutgers in New Jersey and had planned to go into campus that morning. But as it turned out the CDs I needed to listen to had arrived the day before in the mail. Otherwise I would have taken the subway into Manhattan, transferring to the NJ PATH train at the World Trade Center. With the CDs at home, I slept in.
The sound of sirens finally woke me up. I got out of bed at about 9 a.m. and I remember thinking there were more sirens than usual that morning. You get used to a lot of noise living in New York City. Then I saw a trail of smoke from the first tower. I went back into the bedroom and woke up Hubby, who was then my boyfriend.
“There’s something going on,” I told him, nudging him awake.
I turned on the TV and one of the people being interviewed on the BBC was declaring this was an act of war. That seemed drastic. Maybe this was just an accident?
When the second plane hit my gut told me it wasn’t. From my window I saw the terrible gash the second plane created on the side of the building. There was a lot of smoke. You could see flames.
We tried to guess how many people might work in the two buildings. Tens of thousands, we decided.
Then the buildings collapsed. Dark, smokey clouds billowed.
I bristle when people ask me what it was like to watch. What do you think it’s like seeing thousands of people die in a few minutes? It is terrible.
But there was one part that was beautiful. After the towers collapsed — but before the wind blew a blanket of smoke and debris over Brooklyn — the brilliant sky glittered.
A sparkling arc reached like a hand over the bay from Manhattan to Brooklyn. It was incredible and I watched it for a few minutes before closing the windows so the dark air would not foul our apartment. Later I found out it was reams of freed office paper catching the sunlight.
The air cleared and we went to the hospital. We wanted to give blood, to do our part, but we couldn’t. Today I am going to try again.
Join me in giving blood today. You can find a donation center through the Red Cross by clicking here.
Giving blood is an excellent way to remember those lost and those left behind.
I live in a Boston suburb, Needham, which was especially hard hit with the loss of a number of our neighbors. We don’t forget or move on, but instead move forward and recognize the value of human life.
My late husband was living in a care facility on 9/11, and I was still teaching. When I arrived at work that a.m., the news of the devastation was on TV. Being older than most of the other teachers, many of whom were beyond grief, I felt the need to try to comfort and console as best I could. When I arrived to visit my husband after work, he was watching TV. He reached out for me, tears running down his stricken face, and mouthed the words, “It’s just too much!” He was unable to speak after having had extensive surgery for throat cancer. The events of 9/11 so shattered his will to live that I lost him less than a month later, on Oct. 2nd, my sister’s birthday. These personal memories are inextricably tied to the horror and tragedy of the carnage in NY, and will always be with me.
@EllieD That is such a sad story. I’m sorry for your loss. In so many ways, 9/11 effected so many people.
I wasn’t in NYC on Sept. 11. I was home in MN. Watching the Towers fall – I still can’t watch the footage without feeling ill. Knowing I was watching people die, knowing there wasn’t one thing I could do to stop it, I don’t know how anyone can watch that footage without anguish. Not knowing if my friends there were safe, not knowing then if my sister and her husband and kids in DC were safe. My brother in law was in the military then and while assigned to the White House. I will always grieve for those who fell, though I knew them not, and I will ALWAYS be grateful to the people of flight 93, whose courage and determination spared the lives of my sister and brother in law and their two wonderful children.